Soul Transitions Vibe - September 2008

A message from Nancy Leilah Ward

Wednesday, 10 September, 2008

This month of September is a time of integration. Since the summer solstice, much of the past has come up to be released – lower frequencies have surfaced and been cleared. Higher, more refined energies are now being integrated into your being. As this process continues it would serve you well to surrender and allow a sense of being-ness to permeate your … being.

This is a time of finishing what has been stirred up, evaluating, rectifying and beginning to harvest the new energies – creating new pictures and feelings of what is your next step.

There is a relentless striving and doing that has been the way of many - as if there is a taskmaster or slave driver behind you with a whip. This is accompanied by a feeling of never being able to do “enough.” Allow yourself the freedom of doing “nothing.” Let go of the never ending list of tasks that need to be accomplished. Connect with a deeper, more subtle being-ness. There will always be the “to-do list” to maintain life in the third dimension. These “have-to-dos” are a distraction from a deeper reality. Make your list, then set it aside. For, again, this time of September is about integrating the new energies that have been growing inside you – nurture yourself – nurture the newness with peace and surrender. Time is speeding up and soon you will be busy with new projects as the energies begin to take off in October. For now, the ground of your being is fertile and this is a time to get clear on what it is you want your new life to feel like.

This is also a time to cease old habits, to let go of activities that no longer resonate with the higher energies. There will be people that you no longer feel in harmony with. It is time to gently let go of people, jobs and patterns that no longer serve your greatest good. It will not be difficult, the bonds have been loosening these many months. Resistance and persistent holding on to the past creates blocks and a feeling of rigidity. You may see examples of this in people in your world. Little can be done for those who are stubbornly clinging to the past – other than to pray for them that they find peace.

Nurture yourself, feed yourself with love. Feel your feelings – no matter what they are – honor all you feel. If something feels painful or uncomfortable, there’s usually a feeling of being stuck. When you allow yourself to respectfully be there in that place of discomfort, you will find that the acknowledgement will soon bring a softening and then the energy will begin to flow again. You can find the inner still point and breathe love into your being by focusing on loving memories or visions of beautiful earth moments – like a breeze rippling the calm water of a lake – find within you that which brings a feeling of space around the cacophony of life. This will help to lubricate and open your aura, to move you from fear into wholeness. Little by little, love and nurture yourselves.

So many who read these words are high vibrational beings living in the dense energies of Earth – this denseness has been created by the people living in the Earth realm, not of the Earth herself. Many have tried in this lifetime – without knowing it – to lower their frequency in order to “fit in.” This leads to depression and disempowerment as one’s true essence is repressed. It has been very difficult for so many of you to be here, but you are here to shift the balance and the time is now.

Remember, also, that this is not all there is! You are multidimensional and vast. You don’t vibrate to the energies that have been rampant on Earth for so many eons. You bring a higher tone to this experience and have suffered because of it – by trying to fit in and feeling you don’t belong. We tell you, if you didn’t belong here, you wouldn’t be here! There are so many of you now, who resonate with the Earth’s vibration. There is strength in numbers – find others that are of similar vibration and who want to “raise it up” through gatherings – sing, dance and drum together, prepare meals together, create rituals together. If you don’t find this within your community, you can create it, or you can move to a place that holds this kind of resonance, which is created by the people in collaboration with the energy of Earth herself.

Many people are expressing the desire to live in community with others – maintaining their own personal space, but within a greater, sustainable community. Many do not know what this will look like, but feel the desire within. This will unfold as you come together - collaborating with Earth and each other. So we say to you, find your spirit family. You are not alone.

You have heard that your thoughts become real. It is important to catch your thoughts when they move into the realm of fear. This relates to the dense energy that floats through the earth plane – the density of fear and poverty consciousness is a conglomeration of thought forms coming from the people of Earth. These thought forms become an entity – an etheric entity which multiplies and attaches to us when we are resonating with fear. This entity is a parasite that feeds on fear. It will whisper words of fear to exacerbate our feelings. Be aware of when this is happening to you. You can turn and say, “Enough! Be gone with you!”

Just as negative, fearful thoughts create negative, fearful experiences in our outer world, so will positive, loving thoughts create positive, loving experiences.

So many on Earth feed fear into themselves through movies, video games, music – many forms of entertainment. Most of you who read this already discern what you will and will not feed yourselves in this way; however you are still living on the earth where those negative energies waft through the energies. This negativity can be transmuted by you, through meditation and intention. Recently, as hurricane Gustav threatened New Orleans, many Lightworkers gathered in the etheric realms to consciously diffuse the energy of that storm. And it worked, for the storm’s force weakened and, although it was still devastating to many people, it was not nearly as strong as it had started out to be. There is power in our numbers – group conscious intention is powerful – you have always been living within this, but the intention has been more negative. It is time to turn it around!

A few symptoms to be mindful of – extreme fatigue and feeling as if your energy has been drained – also aches and pains. My upper back/shoulders, back of my head are very sore. I have been working with a wonderful friend who does cranio-sacral massage. She is an intuitive healer and is helping me release some very old energy that has been gripping me in this area, which is why it’s so sore now. I believe that letting go of that grip and relaxing the muscles is bringing on the soreness because so much has been held there for so long. I recommend some kind of body/energy work to help move the energy of the past that we’ve been releasing.

In closing, September is a time for realigning with your authentic self. Take the time to do nothing! To relax – if you’re feeling drained – honor your feelings and get cozy with a good book or take a nap. We are integrating the new, higher vibrating energy that we have been making room for throughout the summer. October is waiting out there – humming – the engines are revving – we’re going to be building up to some fast traveling, so now is the time to get ready by being still – yes – and integrating all we’ve gathered.

With gratitude and love,

Nancy Leilah Ward and Many of One

© Nancy Leilah Ward www.soultransitions.com.

www.holisticfeathers.co.uk

The passage through summer solstice to the eclipses of August

The eclipses of the past two weeks have taken us through a journey of release, acceleration and integration. In preparation, after the summer solstice, the past came up for processing and assessment. Some of us have undergone a spiritual battle in a sense, between feeling overwhelming regret for past choices and coming back to the moment of now, which is all any of us truly have.

Now is a river that is always moving. It is not something we can grasp or hold onto, so we learn to let go into the flow. If we are holding onto regrets, we cannot move forward. Personally, I experienced this very thing. In July I visited my family by the ocean on Long Island, N.Y. There were terrible rip tides that week and several people's lives were claimed by the mighty ocean. While swimming one day, I felt the pull of that current as I fought my way back in to shore. During this visit I found myself being confronted with regrets from my past and I realized that the energy of regret is just like a riptide, carrying us out into perilous, lonely waters far from shore.

After a conversation with a friend, I realized that if I keep playing the "re-runs" of the same old regrets over and over, I cannot possibly move forward. Holding on to decisions that I'd made when I was younger and less conscious was holding me back - the regrets were taking up room that could be filled with happiness and light, and situations that I want to bring in. I've focused on forgiving and releasing my past and owning that all the decisions I've made have brought me to where I am now. My life is graced by dear friends and family, and wisdom and creative expression.

There are also some aspects that I don't like regarding where my life is now, which has to do with my desire to move to a different area. I don't feel in harmony with the energetic resonance of my current location, and this is bringing my energy down. This is something I can change right here and now and I can move forward into my future being conscious of my decisions - with the knowledge that every decision I have ever made is in alignment with my highest path and purpose.

The energy of the solar eclipse felt like an uplifting, upsurge of possibilities. It was a time of creating intensions for the new life we are creating. The energy of the lunar eclipse was about going inward and truly releasing the old stuff that has been loosening up throughout the month of July - releasing whatever is in the way of our creation of our new life.

During the week between the eclipses I felt stillness within - and a lull. I was unable to do certain tasks that were part of my responsibility to the outer world - I felt like all I could do was be. I just wanted to sink into the stillness within and be in nature and enjoy the last days of summer. I was fiercely "there" for myself, and said "No" to things that were tugging at me which I couldn't bring my heart to. If I felt the burden of responsibility for something I felt I "had to" do, I gave myself permission to say "no, I'm not doing that today."

Now, I am feeling re-energized. I look back on the lunar eclipse and feel as if I have traveled through a very narrow conduit - the energy in this passageway was sloughing off all the stuff of the past that has been rising from within in this past year.

In the new clarity around me, I became aware of an entity - a dark force energy - that has been whispering words of despair to me when activated by my thoughts. An "entity" is a thought form created by our thoughts. The dark energy that feeds off of our energy is part of this negativity and it reaches into the places within us that are holding negativity. The whisperings of this entity were echoing my own fears, taking me deeper into despair and hopelessness.

The clarity gained through the clearing experience allowed me to see more lucidly than ever before. I did a burning bowl ritual of releasing the past and through a Soul Realignment process, I went to the Akashic Records and did a soul level clearing and sent the dark entity away-contained in an orb and sent to the appropriate astral. The energetic spaces within me where the darkness had reached its tendrils have been filled with the Divine Light of Creator substance.

I will be writing more on the subject of entities, thought forms and energetic resonance in the September Vibe Report.

There are people in my world who are going through very intense difficulties. This is part of the clearing and realignment process. For anyone who reads this who is undergoing changes that seem extremely painful and difficult, know that you will get through the passageway. Consciously ask for what is ready to be released to be cleared and begin to focus on what you want your life to look and feel like. Call on your Guides, Teachers and Angels for help, guidance and comfort. They are there, waiting to assist you.

Deep within we are all connected through Divine Source. I send comfort, love and softness to all, laced with fierce strength and a prayer that we remember just who we are - Creators of our lives and our world!

To know more about (c) Nancy Leilah Ward - www.soultransitions.com

"May has come barrelling in with churning waters and way too much busy-ness. I have felt overwhelmed and over-scheduled. A part of me longs for space and solitude and I feel, in some aspects of my life as if I’m running as fast as I can on a hamster wheel of obligations and responsibilities. This vibe report is coming out “late” because of this. There have been unforeseen changes in “plans” (God laughs when we make plans!) and re-routing. I find it so important to nurture myself and if I don’t take at least 5 or 10 minutes to go within and find stillness, I’m feeling ‘off’ for the rest of the day. Many people have been reporting feelings of depression and a dullness, which Many of One addresses in this report.

I recently watched the video Fierce Grace about Ram Dass and have been longing for something ever since – a deeper connection to Spirit. I find myself crying a lot, with a feeling of homesickness, and a feeling of emptying out. Often, when I think of Ram Dass I start to cry! And at times I have felt him hugging me. I know this unnameable something that I’m longing for is within me, I need look no further than the centre of being. The world seems so loud, so many obligations pulling at me, and I find it is essential to come into the now, over and over again. I have been caught in survival mode and I long for peace – and an extended visit to an ashram (something I’ve never done). I long to leave the worldly stuff behind and dwell within for a time. In these times, at best, I can find moments of peace to nurture my soul through meditation. It’s like creating an inner ashram or temple – a sacred space for me to find renewal.

It is with love that I share these stirrings of my soul.

And now, Many of One …"

Nancy Leilah Ward

Greetings dear ones!

We understand that many lightworkers who came here to this planet Earth to assist in this time of transition are feeling exhaustion, having bouts of depression and panic and are feeling “over it” in regards to the 3D experience.

As the vibration continues to rise, frequencies of transformation create shifts and changes making you feel disoriented and disconnected. At times you may feel as if you are being churned around by the breaking waves. Trust that aspects that need to be released are being loosened up in the churning waves.

At other times you may be feeling a lull. This is a time of absorption and integration of the new energies you have been downloading. You may be feeling coldness inside – this happens as you expand. Stay present and focus on your breath.

You are all so close, so close. We hope you will remember this when you feel your faith faltering. You are radiant beings. These times call for extra vigilance and conscious work of filling yourself with the spirit of love. Take the time to focus inward, into the quiet within – as many times during the day as you can. A brief 5 minutes in your busy day will nurture your spirit and ground you and give you a greater sense of well-being.

In this shift it is difficult to maintain the hold on what worked in the past as it slips through your fingers. Let it go. It may seem like there’s nothing to grab onto. The new will appear – listen to your heart.

Some are seeing the new around them and are beginning to move in the direction of the heart, realizing it has been there all along, calling to them.

Holding onto that which does not harmonize with your higher vibration is becoming unbearable. Perhaps projects that you’ve been developing for the past few years suddenly run aground, or lose the energetic connection they once had. It’s ok to move on. Once you find yourself out in the water pushing the boat instead of in the boat and rowing, it could mean that it’s time for you to create another boat.

Some are blessed with situations where their basic needs are being met, so they can explore their creative and spiritual abilities and they are able to glow and grow forward into their expression, their creative flow. For those who are flying in joyful pathways, remember to send the joy, freedom and softness to your brothers and sisters – send it outward – in a prayer that all may find their way, for you are all connected deeply and this will help you to know that you are not alone.

We also wish to acknowledge that, whether you realize it or not, all are feeling the waves of grief and loss with the exodus of many people who were killed in the cyclone in Myanmar. When events like this occur, when there is a great amount of souls transitioning from the physical plane, the energy is felt all around the world. You can no longer believe that you are all separate beings. You are receiving proof that all are connected.

So when you do your meditations and connect with those who are sending light to earth, it is very real – vision yourselves above the earth holding hands with other lightworkers and surrounding the earth with love and sending love to one another. This will help relieve the depression and help you feel less alone.

When we non-physical beings tune in to you, we feel the deep loneliness that rides along with the feelings of inertia and depression that so many of you are experiencing at this time.

You have worked hard for so long to live authentically and some feel like they are swimming upstream. This is exhausting and disheartening and sometimes leads to the manifestation of illness.

Breathe, ask your guides to assist you and be patient for the help to arrive. We feel the frustration as you read these words – you say you have been doing that, but nothing happens! We say you need to pay attention and take responsibility, because no one guide or person in your life can do your growing and releasing for you. Only you can take the reins and ride your horse of empowerment. You also need to allow time for your guides to respond to your prayer requests.

In the moments of depression, sadness and loneliness, find ways to nurture yourself. Be gentle, for the energies are rising and taking you up higher and that which has held you back is falling away, sometimes tugging at your energy bodies. That is what can cause fear and sadness – letting go of the old energies that are familiar but do not serve your highest good.

We say hang in there – stay the course – connect with your deeper being – your multidimensionality. You are almost there. But where is there? The centre of your self which transforms into the Oneness of all Being. Protect yourself energetically; know that you are on the track of your intention aligned with your heart. And if you doubt that, look into where the doubt is, are you feeding your soul? Are you listening to your heart? There is a message for you within the doubt.

When you open to understand that you are not from Earth - you are from a much broader spectrum of being – when you can connect with the bigger picture, you will feel some comfort and you will access the flow of joy and playfulness that is part of the energy of creation.

There is more, so much more and you will reap the beauty of the golden age that is arising. However you are still in the turmoil of the change - the chaotic churning of the waters as waves break upon the shore. Remember it is not always like this. And it will not always be like this.

So now, connect, once again, with your soul essence, that chord of feeling-energy that flows through the core of your being. Feel the connection that is made between earth and Spirit inside of you. Deeply ground into Earth and reach out into the Universe to draw Spirit into you – feel the creative spirit flowing all around and within. This is your birthright; this is part of who you are. Feel the energy expanding around you. Aaah, it is like coming back to yourself, is it not? Vision spheres of protection around your energy body and surround it with violet light and violet flames for transmutation of negative energy. When you walk within your bubble of protection, you will know that the sticky dark energies cannot permeate, you will feel the fierceness within you – the fierce connection you have to Love, Light and Truth. This will renew your strength in being here and it will renew your connection to the Oneness of being. You are not alone and you are deeply loved.

We send you love, we send you light sparkles to remind you of your true nature and the vastness of your soul.

Gently, softly, lovingly,

Nancy Leilah Ward

And

Many of One

(c) Nancy Leilah Ward www.soultransitions.com

www.holisticfeathers.co.uk